My eyes are glowing red,
My lips chapped and faded.
My skin like porcelain,
My life being wasted.

I have cancer,
I'm leaving you.
Words cannot express the guilt I feel,
I can never be made new.

You said I'll be okay,
Truth is I'm the ****.
You said you'll never be the same,
Just promise to come visit me upon my hill.

Imagine what it will be like when I'm gone,
I have to think now before it kills my brain.
Dear brother promise me one thing,
Think of me often,even when your old and lean upon your Cain.

I can feel Death surround me,
Slowly choking out the life.
I wish I could do it over agian,
To take out all the strife.

I close my eyes as the darkness floods in.
I feel my heart skip several beats,
I cough harshly, I'm wearing thin.

My breath starts to leave me,
"Please don't go! Doctor we need help!" You scream.
I'm tortured enough, I wish you'd leave me be!

My breathing becomes heavy,
My heart starts to stop.
You sit here holding my hand,I have no more levy.

I have no more reason to live,
Not even you can save me.
So into the darkness I give....

                                    "Why did you give up?
                          Didn't you know I need you?
                                    Why did you leave me?
                    Now all I am is down and blue."

You cry as you try to understand.
You don't know why I let go,
You never once let go of my hand...