"I think I em beginning to understand myself" i say to him
He gives me a look of
"here dis ***** go again" he indulges me
I go on and tell him
"What if I destroyed the white race by having *** with every white man" "A way to reclaim my masculinity is to steal it back from the ones who stole me"
My ***** hang low when I remember that I am surviving as a ***** with no testosterone.