there's something about you my heart won't let go of . I need it to , but it won't . you don't love me . not the way I love you . you don't want me . not the way I want you . you don't  need me . not the way I need you . the worst part of all of this is I can't even see myself without you , but you can't see yourself with me . I am falling in love with you , and it's breaking my heart . it's breaking my heart I can't have you , that I need you but you don't need me . I love imagining all the ways we could be happy together and I fall in love me . kinda funny how I'm falling in love with you but my heart is breaking . like the universe could be any more cruel . I believe people come into your life as a lesson or a blessing , and you're my blessing . but a twisted blessing that turns into a lesson . it's like a complicated love story never to be figured out . a never ending nightmare . I can't lose you again . but I can already feel you drifting . I just wish you would take my feelings with you