Keeping away my feelings to this man
Every time when the appearance of his pretty face will coming up to my mind and the
Vulnerability is hitting me down just like how the sunset goes down - beautiful but sometimes it's painful and
I feel so close but
Never to his arms.

Altering my days every time when thinking if he's having a good day or not
Breaking my heart when he is having a stomach pain he took of alcohol last night.
Rainbows, sunrise and
I could go on and on but I'm
Getting lost with my coffee
Once he start heading in my head in the middle of the night.