With a mind more foggy
than a sky swathed in clouds
I wonder why I bailed out
from our love.

I still hopelessly crave
the feeling of your skin on mine
and our fingers intertwined.

I know unlike the months we spent together,
tonight I won’t get to feel your kiss
I remember all these things
that I’ve grown to miss
but they’re far from my grasp.

It kills me everyday
knowing it was my fault
that we didn’t last.