I almost drove to California today I like to pretend that love is the key I miss the ocean I wish I was dead more often than not I havenβt eaten in two days I miss you more than ill ever admit Im begging to get over you Though im begging to lie next to you I cant remember the last time we kissed I want the waves to wash you away Wipe my brain of the lessons you taught me About how to love And how to let go