Smokey room clouds my mind.
I reach for you as the outline of your face breaks the fog, but my hand only meets the damp air.
Instead you e x p l o d e into sparks of gold and red.
The dim light captures the shimmering cascade which now surrounds me.
I look to the clouds on my left and begin to scatter you throughout the night sky.
I have not abandoned you for no matter where I am the sky is always with me.
Longing and desperation fills me heart from dawn till dusk....
but at night we shall be together
And when I die we will share a permanent home in the sky among the stars