do you ever feel yourself drowning but you don't know what is pulling you under only that you can't breathe and your legs are kicking at the restraints but nothing is happening
do you ever wake up with a lump in your throat but no remembrance of how it got there or why not even a hint of a dream to guide your thoughts only the feeling that your heart is broken and your lungs are collapsing
do you ever feel yourself slow down body and mind stuck in a mire of subconscious thoughts thoughts about your faults and weaknesses the battles you've lost and the bodies you've left behind
do you ever feel aches and pains in all your body but no altercation to explain where the hurt comes from aches in your shoulders and elbows even down to your toes your hair follicles are sensitive and your lips are dry skin that feels like a million pinpricks