I see faces and I pass places we used to go but it doesn’t feel right when I keep wondering what it would feel like if you took my hand and this is the part that I forget to start because car rides seem shorter and nights get longer when I wonder what I would do if I wasn’t able to see you
I am trying to know where we would end and I get that this is just my head trying to let me live through a person that has what I think I need but feelings come and go and for once I would like to be close to someone that wants to be close to me and it will happen when it happens and life is a series of “happens” so I am starting to get a little dizzy at the thought of losing you in my thoughts because you seem less real there as I fill in the pieces I don’t know with what I want but then I lose you and the parts I thought I would hold on to