It was the day that you told me that I'm a liar, that I have chosen to build up my falsities on the bones of people more truthful than me, That I don't like myself enough to look into my reflection, It was the day that I felt my bones shaking beneath the surface, My veins turned into train tracks and I let the truth barrel its way through, Now I'm a tourist under my own skin, I no longer hide behind the missteps of other people, And I see what I have done without judgement, under a blanket of snow, in the winter waiting on the sun to defrost and grow every bit of me new again