To my Friend who has helped me battle my demons more then i can count now your left with yours and i cant try to help Zack why is it you feel the way i do? is it the feeling of not belonging? or is it that everyone is so cold to you? is it that no one understands how your feeling? Zack i don't want you to be like me crying alone every night with the blade in your hand feeling frighten every time it gets warm Zack i know the feelings you feel so very well please don't be scared to reach out to me for help you've saved me when i thought no one else gave a rats *** i miss our hours of Skype calls our silly talks so Zack my dear please don't give up hope