Here we go again,
here's where i start to complain
and you pretend to know my pain.
each time it's harder to explain,
when i'm always feeling the same.
My mind is stuck in a maze
and i thought it was just a phase.
I can't seem to run or hide
The silence is killing me inside.
My feelings are kept aside
where my heart is left on a broken ride.
like adam levine says "I lied to my heart
because i thought you felt it"
and now i'm trying to forget it.
Take the very last breath left in me
exhale it into the sea, let it
flow and i'd finally be free.
The light begins to fade away
and my skies are filled with grey
I get on my knees and pray,
pray for a godforsaken light
as I sit alone in this cold lonely night.
I wanna tell you how i feel,
yell out to you so you would hear
but every time i see you
nothings clear, i close my eyes
and you disappear.
They say i'll know when love is real,
but it's hard to believe
when you're committing to a devils deal.
Love is a curse and a damsel in distress
we are fooled by what we see
angels that are devils in all reality.
We inhale toxic that are human beings
we let them in so deep,
they clog up what we need in order to breathe.
They devour the blood in our veins,
leaving us with nothing but insanity in our brains.
I'm a train wreck and I've mislead my way
trying to find a will to live another day.
I can honestly say i'm lost,
there's nothing left of me but my ghost.