Oh, I struggle
Oh, how struggle for your love!
And how my heart is forever bound to you.
Oh, how you are a lovely haunting vision.
And I have so acted like a child.
And I am so afraid that I may drive you away.
Oh, how I have been as a mad man is
blind to reason and logic
and I throw myself on your mercy.
Oh, my hollow heart without you!!
such a source of my suffering from within
for I am nothing without you
but an empty soul.
Oh, if I could hold you in my arms!
you are my holy grail.
Oh, how I pray
that our flesh shall become one
and our blood shall become one.
Oh, dear God in heaven
fuse our beating hearts into one.
Beating as one, and loving as one.
Oh, such pain in my grief for you
like hot nails in my heart.
Oh, mercy goddess! Oh, mercy my goddess!!
I love you more than some lost child
that I have lost long ago.
And I dream of you as I shed hot tears
that are torn from my grieving eyes.
Oh, I long for you
as a motherless child longs
to be held in the loving arms
of her dear mother.
Oh, my dear love let me hold you so tightly
and our kisses and tears of joy flow.
And let us love through a long night and day
of infinite length.
Oh, let the sun never set on your love.
A love that defies the cold grave
and the long march of time
as the planets , and all the celestial orbs
revolve around all the suns that hang in the endless sky
till the stars burn and flicker out
one by one.
Oh, they are worthless
compared to our love
made upon a forge in heaven
to last for all eternity.