how exhausting to fall in love with e v e r y o n e to be wrenched in fifths and sixths to say you could but know you c a n ' t and rushout the way fools rush in your hair leaves a flick in the door frame before the house comes down in your wake, and your lungs catch the heat, billow up on the cliff side, giant sails that bring you elsewhere that take you far away from the choices you don't want to make.
Written January 30th, otherwise known as the beginning.