The first time it hit me that I was in love with you I was drunk and a little tired. I think I might've told you 10 times in a row that I did love you.  But I love our love and the way we love each other. Like when you come over and I do that annoying thing when I'm still getting ready and its boring for a while but you still tell me I'm beautiful when I'm done
Or like when the first time you spent the night and I already had a contact case and solution waiting for you before we went to sleep.
And how you still let me put on my loud 90s r&b; and get my favorite song stuck in your head even tho you dont like it
and hating how jealous you are but want me all to yourself
and feeling a little weird when we're not together.. little love sick might be coming down with the flu
and i wanna write you notes all the time and leave them in your backpack and all over your room and probably run out of ink because itll be too much
and spending hours on the phone not saying anything
and spending those one month anniversaries together even tho they aint really anniversarys
and how sometimes i st st stutter trying to tell you i love you
and sometimes i wonder if i got hit by a car and lost my memory would we fall in love all over again and would it still feel the same
this is the love I want but i have a boyfriend so I'll share this love with him