As I sit n think of you a tear rolls down my face. It splashes on the paper I hold in my hands. As I sit and try to remember A happier place 2 more tears snake down my cheek n get lost in my hair. For as long as I can remember you have been in my head, heart and life. But now all I have is this paper. As I sit in complete silence it's you that haunts me. A tear...One... Two. ...three....sixty.....I've lost count. The ache in my chest when I think of why your gone. Another two are lost in my hair...... The lump in my throat to know you are gone. Ten... twenty it's a river now... You were my world. My life is missing you. I am missing you. I wipe my face..compose myself...another year and your still gone. I'll see you again of that I'm sure but until that day.... I'll cry a tear or two when I think of you.
For my very good friend Gareth usher...
This is for my first love and dear friend Gareth usher