The love I once had for you, never went away. I still remembered all the feelings I had; The butterflies in my stomach when you walked by, The awkward smiles when our eyes met, The dreamy enchanted stares that happen as I gush about you to my friends, The detail of your face, your skin, your touch, your lips. The way you dribbled the ball across the court, so strong, so light, so flawless, The way you read a book so intensely when we were 12, The moment your hand move swiftly yet ferociously when playing chess, The day you looked at me for the first time and smiled, But after all these years and now we're 20, You still dont really know me, You still dont know who I am, Just my name, A name that pops by every 25th of December in your phone, Sometimes I wonder what goes through your mind when you see my name.