My pulse is racing my throat is dry, I look up to the sky, I wonder why? Tears flow I wipe them away dry Why do I fall down the harder I try?
Look into the deep below, got a lump in my throat, I close my eyes, falling, sink like a stone, Water fills my mouth with a saltwater choke, My heart is racing, pulse pulsating, waiting to explode.
I stop my body from moving and begin sinking, Want to stop my body and mind feeling and thinking, Deeper I float, lights above me blinking, Thoughts are tripping my mind is slipping.
For now I have given up the human race, Eyes salt water stinging, water surrounding my face, Last memory salt-water taste, Thoughts, pain, emotions now fade away.