The world is not enough the tides are changing the seas are rough,
The hope is fading the pain is now to much,
Procrastinating a memory you thought you’d given up
A dream that’s held is now squashed and crushed.
Taken all I have now I’m weak and lost,
Tried looking for a saviour, someone I can trust
A dream I had once is now forgot, mind crushed
I am my on worst enemy, I am that unloved.
So ******* myself, beat my own self with my thoughts,
Like a slave to my demons, emotions and of course
Hate to see suffering of others or what I cause,
I will let you know if I find what I’m searching for.

© Emma Johnson