sometimes i wonder
why we spent
hours
too many it seems
talking,
wishing
but never
once realizing
that it
was not reality

sometimes i wonder
why i spend
hours
too many it seems
dreaming,
thinking
but never
once accepting
that we
werent meant to be

sometimes i wonder
why you spend
hours
too many it seems
saving
others
but never
once thought
that we
needed saving too

sometimes i wonder
why i still spend
hours
too many it seems
wishing
for you
but never
once praying
that we
would end up

together

-beckb 012616