The fatal happiness erupts from my every pore as I release you into the wind like a balloon. The string once tied to my wrist - was an anchor. Away you go into thin air like you had never existed before. Warmth begins to fill the frozen holes within my being and light bubbles to the brim ready to show the world. This new excitement, wrapped around me, burns with flames of new found passion and of thrill. That feeling, again ignited, within my heart -- which tremors a bit in return with the reminiscence. I had never thought happiness was possible, for me, again. Yet -- here he sits beside me beaming from ear to ear. And ... release.