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Josh
Poems
Dec 2011
Living Jungle
Rocking back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth
In the endless spiral
Of the jungle.
I know I’ve disappointed;
My sweetest love.
I know I am wrong:
About kicking you.
I know I am right
About asking for
Your forgiveness.
With my touch
You used to feel
Static.
With my touch
You now flinch
Away.
With my laugh
You used to smile
Brightly.
With my laugh
You now frown
Painfully.
Hatred and disgust.
Look at what I’ve become:
A scaly black eyed
No good rotten
Monster; I really
Didn’t mean it.
I promised I’d leave
Into the depths
Of the jungle.
Where there are
Scarier things than me.
The growls and snarls
Put me right where
I belong; without you.
I promised I wouldn’t
Leave again; Yet
Here I stand,
Alone.
Surrounded,
By the same monsters
You fear came out
Of me.
Inside of my soul
I search.
The jungle inside
Is as vast as the one
I wander in right now.
Inside a storm brews; but
Before I crash,
Silence.
Before I burn.
More silence.
Before I suffer.
Silence yet again.
Lose. Lost. Suffer.
Lose what?
Your trust.
Lost where?
Inside.
Suffer from?
Your distance.
O how I’ll lose you
Slowly and subtly.
O how I’ll seem lost
in the jungle of the mind!
O how I’ll suffer
from a fate without you!
Ever so afraid
I flinch.
A beast
That was hidden
Behind that massive rock
Came forth: sliced at my skin,
Tearing flesh and bone.
I need you.
I want you.
I kicked you.
I love you.
I can hear it now
Within the oaks,
Mahoganies, and figs
Inside: you tell me
“No, I hit you first.
It’s not your fault.”
Moments pass by
And I say
“Look at me”
You turn away…
“Please, look at me”
and you slowly turn.
Staring at your eyes
I think about
The sun that
rises with your smile;
the stars that
sparkle brilliantly;
my heart that
beats like hummingbird’s wings;
Slowly I speak cautiously
As you begin to turn away.
“Don’t turn away.
It’s my own fault
and mine alone.”
And I hear no more
From the trees
I look up only
to see you standing
there looking at me.
With tearful eyes
And a love that
consumes the jungle.
I see you there
Bearing the weight
Of the tall, soaring
Oaks, mahoganies, figs.
The burden of our love
Is on your shoulders.
No longer afraid.
Of being so alone.
Of being yelled at.
Of being you.
I walk towards you
And help you with
The burden for
the rest of your life.
Written by
Josh
32/M/Michigan
(32/M/Michigan)
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