I am blown away.
I am.

Today was great.

Having you there,
your words,
enhances the experience.

Your words,
all of them,
mean alot to me.  

You say you delete them after you write them
but they are more permanent for me.  
A part of my history.  
A part of my story.

I am thrown off balance by how much meaning, feeling, arousal you imbue in so few words.
I am thrown off balance by how much you mean to me.

I am yours.

Today after we parted
I walked on the beach. 
I walked far.
The tide was out and I could go the full length of the beach.
It was dark as I headed back except for brilliant reds and purples
and golds
in the sky
in the west that remained from the sunset. 
Most of the people had gone and I stopped
to meditate towards the remaining rays.  
I swear in my stillness I could feel the earth move under my feet.  
I could feel us spinning.  
I could accept all that was happening to me.  
Take in everything.
Appreciate the now.
Because you see it is hard for me to not have you around
always
or mostly
or ever.  
It is hard for me these days of being newly alone. 

I think about you through out the days that have gone by
and all the days to come.  
I think about you and bring you to me in my mind.
As I always have.
All these years.  

Just so you know.