i never wrote him letters because i have never been able to accept the changing of an address

i never wrote him letters because my hands would shake every time i put pen to paper and the only words i could write were "******* for leaving" and "please come home"

i never wrote him letters because i couldn't handle seeing a different zip code next to his name

i never wrote him letters because i didn't want to make him feel guilty for leaving

i never wrote him letters because i knew that he didn't feel guilty at all for leaving