I want to melt
and never get up,
just sink
and give up.
I want the floor,
me and the ground,
we'll be happy together.
I'm safe and sound.
I want to faint
for lack of motivation
to stand and be
a good little human.
I want the floor
to consume me,
for the door to open,
let through my heart,
my entire heart
to rest someplace
where I feel less wanted,
just dead, you know?
Human.
Everything's the same to me,
just another trap,
but I'm free now.