I drive myself crazy with the thoughts that swirl like a whirlpool in my brain. Everything is chemical and it drives me ******* mad, drives me straight insane. I have these dreams with all these people in them. People I've met, people I've yet to meet, maybe even people I don't know I'll meet. I always want to tell them that they were there. I was only sleeping but they were there! I want to tell them. But I don't.