“LEAVE ME BE!”




It creeps up behind me,

Delivering whispers of heavy influence

With its haunting, dense voice.



“DO IT!”




It says.

Listen to my reason

That scream of insecurity

Of your cold, dark nature

You knew it to be true

That feeling in your chest

But you kept trying to pretend.



Why does my heart quiver?!

This corruption that masks affection

A ****** by my hands

Of her Trust!

Of her Love!

I made nothing of that faith…



Instinct and malevolence

Are now the masters of my strings

An empty vessel,

To my agony and my Sin!



And now it’s do or do not,

But it’s no longer up to me.