Unerasable... The curves on body And why is it That your hands Look so soft Why do I even care?
girl... Out of your league "Alright, I'm backing out"
Unmistakable... The colors that glimmer In your eyes As the sun touches them The crooked calm smile don't do this to yourself
No guilt I know I'm spot on Let truth emerge on it's own time For surely It always comes out Make no mistakes there's nothing at stake "It's all in my head"
No doubt should have That head checked out I hear whispers in the wind And ghosts talking A prayer and a loving mantra The frequency Of all Saints in heaven The Divine, the Tao, The Source The soft whisper of the darkness
Surely so many prophesies Have manifested vastly Words left my lips Of truths I could not have known And peace invaded my heart As a soft voice guided me Through the deepest meditation Lessons on life emerged From thin air Putting chaos in to focus But not this...
It just tells me to keep going It will all make sense in time You're not crazy But I know better than most That the deepest lies Can be so rationally structured How would I know the difference
PTSD screaming in my head
I hear the voice The unmistakable voice Pounding through this space In my head I smiled And said "Hi" But in reality I froze No words left my lips Nearly walked in to you
PTSD pounding in my head
But I see nicer things in my sleep The drowsy breathing Of the most beautiful man I've ever set my eyes on
frown go away
Still no guilt, nope I know I'm right Just take your things And go make life happen But my soul still goes against me There must be a good reason But maybe it's really all in my head
How does one proof Thoughts, dreams and whispers When time stands still. And to you my disengaged partner Where were you doing overhours? You know what? I don't care, just be straight with me. There's nothing left here anyway.
But Imma be a good girl Even if it takes forever No shame of cheating On my good record of loyalty Just wonder why You're still here too many attachments
Meanwhile... There's a scent in the air Just around the corner On the hallway if only you were as available as my thoughts want you to be I have no secrets and everything to lose just ask *I'll hate it but I'll tell the truth