Once again here I am Can't believe I've made it this far I am young, alive and in my prime But I can't help to wonder What would happen if I died I would see nothing, no one Now that wouldn't be fun A rotting corpse Tears in my mothers eyes Who would wish she could have said Her last goodbyes Her world engulfed in sorrow Praying for a better tomorrow Knowing her child is hollow Just a shell An emptiness She would long to fill forever But I've seen it all along That this is what would happen If I was gone