I am compelled to lay it all out ***** laundry bleached, sun dried Phased moon Waxing, waning, new, full A constant reminder of our will to change Inherent ability to shine as much light Or cast as much shadow On our faults as we choose Enter police interrogation lamp I...am selfish I lie I steal I supplement dealing with emotions with chemical relief Often responsibilities lie unfulfilled Compliments make me uncomfortable I need to learn to let go I look at myself too long in the mirror I enjoy *** to the point that it has made my partners less confident I procrastinate My heart will always ache for someone I cannot have I allow others to take advantage of me A short list in comparison for all that I have to atone for Yet I remind myself every day I am only human As are you