Why must I have this constant pain? Each day is a struggle. Why do I feel lonely even when surrounded by friends? No one will discover my charade as I hide behind my mask. Why do you cut me with your words? Sharp as a whip the scar is deep. Why can't I accept a kind word for me, not the feeling of insecurity? As I sit here with tears in my eyes, these are some of the thoughts that run through my head.