I can’t express my torment
I cannot get across
How I think and what goes through
My mind and that part of me I’ve lost
A single dying ember, cries out to be set free
But the winds of madness that prevail will never let that be
Thoughts and words in circles
Always come out the same
I try to hide myself from this but it’s a thing I can’t contain
Amazing insecurity
I confront this everyday
I beg for it to leave me but it will not go away
I want to be something different,
Without the craziness inside,
Cause it’s been built up and fed and
Now it’s something I can’t hide
Everyday I struggle
Every thought I fear
For its starts with just one little thing and becomes a flood of tears.