Dark memories forged into my mind There are many of my kind So don't pretend I'm the only one That lives under the sun
Can you think of a way to leave Can you think of a way to believe
I try and try to get clean Just to undo the undone And spoil all your fun
I'm afraid I don't get what you mean I just have dark memories that are black I have no hope of ever getting them back
This life has me question the work of above It has be doubting a thing called love I am cold and dead inside And I can no longer live in the dark and hide
I will come out to see the light And no longer dwell at night
I try and try to get clean Just to undo the undone And spoil all our fun
I need to return to my queen Tell her that I'm sober Which is worse then being hungover
I cannot dwell on what was Well just, just because I have been home to long Is having one drink oh so wrong
Seeing your face makes me stop and see This is not who I want to be Going away from the bar Getting very very far
I try and try to get clean Just to undo the undone And spoil all your fun
Here I stand with a broken bottle Living life at full throttle Can't apply brakes its to late for that
Copyright; Bret Desrochers
This is about my current struggle, people say I have a problem but I don't know.