I just want to know whether or not you’re ******* with my head

If the words you’re saying

Aren’t just you bored or alone.

I want to know if I’m pretty,
I’m special,

If I’m something you want.

If I’m sensible,
worth it,
you consider me smart.

I want to know if your level of interest
Is higher than friendship,

If your 2am texts mean more than you’re high.

I want to know if there’s something more here
If falling is safe,
or I should be more insecure.

I want to know if you’re thinking

Of who we could be.

If when I make you smile and laugh

It’s not just cause I’m funny.

I want to know if we’re somewhere

Or going

Or possibly might,

I Want to know if that’s even a thing to be thought