I'm the friend who always hide behind a big smile everyday, I'm the friend who always look happy and has nothing wrong with their family. I'm the one who hides behind a fake laugh instead of shedding tears. I'm the one who doesn't act depressed everyday so someone can pay attention to me and ask if I am ok. I'm that friend you call annoying for no reason or a reason you do have. I'm that friend that is hard to love, and hard show love to another. I'm the one who is easily broken. I'm that friend that helps others smile and get nothing in return to help me smile. I'm the friend who doesn't ask for much in return, just your friendship. I'm the one who only as a few friends and just know a lot of people. I'm the one who has an attitude problem with their family. I'm the one who always feels lonely no matter where I am or who I am with. I'm the one who listens to depressing songs alone and happy songs around others. I'm the friend who struggles in school but doesn't show it. I'm the one who works hard. I'm the one who looks beautiful but doesn't care. I'm the one who doesn't need make up to make me better about myself. I am the one who hides behind their hair. I'm the one who disappoints everyone. I'm the one who is always hiding my emotions from others because I know they won't really care. I'm the one who want to run away but can't because someone will notice. I'm the who hides, never ask from help when in trouble or hurt, gets called annoying by friends and family, and lonely. I hide behind a smile because nobody cares about how I feel. It's a strong smile because no one see it is fake and that I am broken inside.