Don't know how I made it this long in this condition, seven years from one decision, I know you don't like to listen, it looks so easy but it isn't, there's so much hidden, so much you'll never know, they've been through enough so there's so much I'll never let show, I'm afraid I can't keep it hidden though, the years have taken there toll, the tears continue to roll, another late night stroll, I'm sorry for all the time I stole, I honestly thought you were the one, you made me turn around when I was about to run, you took my hand even though you knew everything I had done, but you were as heartless as they come, made me contemplate making her burry another son, faced everything I had ever hidden from, one day I'll forget that part of my life, but not tonight..