So here I am again,
Finding myself writing this poem.
Because this time, I used to talk with you
But now, you're busy or maybe sleeping.
I can't hide this sadness anymore.
Whenever I'm reading your old messages
I realized the worst thing;
I realized that there's something changed
Still asking myself how did this happen
It was like a week ago
And we're still okay.
But I don't understand why there's something,
Something that is bothering me.
Maybe I'm afraid that one day,
Those fear that I have will happen.
Fear of losing someone,
Someone who became part of my life.
However, I still find myself,
Holding to these things back when we're okay
Hoping that those things are enough,
Enougj for you to don't leave.
But for now, all I could say
Is I really miss you,
As well as the old us.