I love her. She's beautiful. She is gone forever.
Her name will always bring me aches.
Always.

I fear her. She's horrific. She won't leave me alone.
Her name will always make me flinch.
Always.

I need her. She's serene. Her time is fleeting.
Her name will always be.
Always.

I am not her. She's something, at least. She will always be within me, but never outwardly will I pay her mind.
She will always be with me.
Whether I like it or not,
Always.