I am far past my breaking point Loving wasn't made for me And life isn't what I thought it would be Flowers die when I walk by And trees loose their leaves I am far past my breaking point Mountains are a danger to my heart Calling my name so I can step my foot off the ledge Bridges are burning and I crave the jump into the ocean and let the water swallow my soul Confinement seems like heaven so no one will share my sickness Death is glimpse of hope through my grey colored eyes I am far past my breaking point Losing grip from my rope that has anchored me down for times on end Crying is a constant and screaming in a definite Cigarettes burns in my jeans and holes through my lungs is okay with me I've come to love my darkness and be okay with my sadness Because I am far past my breaking point