i'll write you a poem ,not because i want the poem
but because i want the poem removed
like cancer ,like a tumor
it consumes me ,slowly
i draw in ink through my eyes ink through my eyes.
desperation thick in my veins
'get it out' it consumes me;
there is a poem inside me;
,i need it out
it is as
a desease;it affects
;every aspect of my mind
it will not sleep
it does not sleep when i sleep
it consumes me it whispers it screams;
'let me out'
and i pull the ink
through my eyes
put the pen to my page,
tear 'poetry' out from my mind
and lay it down in all honesty
to die
thrown to the relentless;
truth, and the critics
the poem will die
no deeper meaning
the addiction returns;
there is a poem inside me;
i need it out,
it consumes me.