I will love my friends;
Who should just be friends.
And who I should love;
I just want to be friends with.

And I've gone and got myself so stuck
That I think I'm sinking in quicksand.
I would please like to stay and sink,
But it's like someone has to pull me back up;
Because I want to disappear,
But I have to stay and hurt him
The way I don't forgive people for.

How the hell did this happen?
And how do I stop him from sinking?
I didn't mean for him to end up hurting.

He keeps telling me I've done so much
That I am so amazing and kind.
I'm here with my voice screaming on the inside;
That I'm just going to break him.
Shatter him even.
And with him so will the pieces of me.