is a razor blade cheating?
because i cant feel the pain
i see the blood
drip
drip
dripping down
my knuckles on to the sink
did i really cut that deep?
because i cant feel the pain
as im staining my
sink
skin
red with life
will the color ever come out
have i lost all feeling truly?
because i cant feel the pain
maybe im already
numb
dying
dead
i cant seem to get warm
have i really gone this far?
because i cant feel the pain
carved into my knuckles
drag back
drag forth
substitute emotion
to remind me how i feel
yet im still feeling nothing
nothing
nothing
except for pain