I was too blind to see it coming
but now im too hurt that i keep remembering
convictions of your lies
with wishes that i should die
or just that time would fly
and wake up to deny
your deeply felt love
just to get back the self i used to have

so i sit alone and try to forget as i remember
how we missed our second anniversary on september
its two months now and you still eating my cells
my body still growing pale
yesterday a friend was perplexed on how much i loved you
yesternight you texted and i said to you

fine i will tell you how much i want you back
with every wish that this time our love will work
im tired of eating your memories
i want you back with no apologies
now this is the part you are familiar with
where i beat myself and show my heart split
but not today because i got hope
that you will soon come home