when you break your arm, you go to the doctor so they can put a cast on it and fix it when you have a stomachache or a headache, you take an aspirin to relieve the pain when you were little and you fell or got a paper cut, you would ask mommy to kiss it and make it better but what about when you can't make it better? what about when there's no pill or magic cure to take the pain away... when you're broken, heartless, and cold... what happens then? what do you do to make it better? if the drugs are supposed to get rid of the pain, why am I yet to feel relief? maybe getting high in order to balance my lows is just what the doctor ordered. there are some things that can't be fixed with just a simple kiss life drops countless bombs and you just hope that they miss.. they say with time the pain eases to tell the truth, the relief? I'm just not feelin ups and downs highs and lows it's just the way life goes I suppose wondering when it'll all change and if this pain will still remain the mind is a powerful weapon & I don't ever want to end up regretting any decision I've ever made due to pain