You drive me crazy,
I spiral into complicated fantasies,
Picturesque "what ifs",
Impossible daydreams.
I'm driven into sorrow
Completely torn up,
Broken and lost.
Missing you, savoring the thought of you,
You drive me to music.
I listen and listen,
I find the words that match
The song in my heart,
The words I want to say.
You drive me to paper,
My thoughts run crazy,
I let them spin and spin
Until I silence them.
I let them out,
Type them out,
Scrawl them out in pen
And the thoughts are free,
Just for a moment.
But in my calm,
It's still your face I
Picture before sleep.
It's still your face I want to see,
It's still your face
That haunts me when I awake.