the ice on the tips of my fingers gets longer my brain engages over and over I just can't get it to melt so i put it in front of the heater and give up on the choices i make that effect nothing
This poem is actually about my depression. I keep thinking about how I need to just make better choices and think through it all. But I really have to rely on medicine because my physical side (the chemicals) are not in balance and I am honestly unable to function without that in line.