Too much ***** And too little foresight A recipe for bad decisions Drinking can bring out a persons character But you were a more real monster Than I was equipped for You were sober When you tore off your fleshy mask. See, It was MY drinking That brought out your real character
I am not a fool And even less of a victim And you should have thought Before you deemed a few shots A good enough way to get me vulnerable
Because I'm not a fool and even less of a victim And you weren't able to take advantage. But even though I kept my body private To those who do not have a personal invitation The hands you put on me leave heat on my porcelain skin Where fire starts to kindle A rage only seen in hatred And it's cracking my complexion The anger underneath my eyes. My skin you touched without asking A snake slithering under the flesh you call a home When I said no I meant it And I enforced it.
But I'm not a fool. And I'm less of a victim. And it kills me to know you tried.