How can you fight so hard and suddenly Take yourself so far away from me? It’s just another burn to tack on As my heart and soul try to move on But the list keeps growing and the wind Keeps blowing away the good you did, And leaving behind the freezing tundra Of a lost individual and the Terrible silence of being alone That deafening tone everyone knows That deafening lull, a chip in the stone That sinks deep down, to the core of our soul Right to the source code that makes our mind think And that drives our weak selves’ right to the brink Right to the cliff, the option we all face To dive and let go, to die in that place Or turn ourselves around and try to start The grueling journey toward healing our heart