Although I am now medicated by small bluish-green pills, I sometimes skip a dose a day only based upon the hope that she will speak to me again.
Without the pills my world is confusing. People don't make sense, things appear that shouldn't and I feel things I normally wouldn't.
But to risk walking through the strange lands that my unbalanced mind creates would be worth it. If I were to one day finally see the woman who speaks so gently into my ear.
Her voice was the sweetest thing I had ever heard. It was to my ears as a chocolate strawberry is to my tongue. It would only ever say nice things to me.