I try and feel whats in my hearts of hearts My deepest desires coming from the start That i wish to be true, coming undone in the lies Love, Whats in a word? Is what i see before me the truest of hearts? Or only what i wish to see, To afraid to look deeper because of a darkness that hides inside. I am one to be loved but does not wish love. So many thoughts go through my mind But what is right and wrong? What is the truth to deep in my own mind to find the answers. Am i lost? Are we all lost? Wishing to be found, But never making it so. Paths. But what one do i choose? Chaos. That's all that's left.